urgh, fucking stupid *grumbles*...oh hey there, um..watchers? *pokes if ur still watching xD* whats everyone been up to lately? me? nothing alot to get exited over, been watching Jubei-chan series 2 to get me to sleep at night, i've been drawing more and working, though this afternoon heat is a bitch i can get through it okay, with dehydration and ect. Though i draw on and sit at a computer that generates heat... ._.; well anyway, i've only been online to check messages, my mouse keeps moving away from that um update picture button thing. God i cant even remember =A=..how terribly sad..

I'm supposed to have Christmas over at my forgotten Aunty's house, i havent spoken to her since..er..June after my birthday or something, so it wasnt really -that- long ago, but the awkward silences with her and me, well it makes it feel like forever. So im hoping everyone to fall asleep on the couch like last time i was over, dammit im rambling again.

Well anyway, it seems i havnt smiled a whole lot as much as i used to on dA, dont really feel apart of this site, think thats why i mostly left in the first place, well i've met some new lovely people when i came back so thats a good thing ^^

Umm..whatelse do you guys want me to crap on about nooooow...hmmmn..oh im gonna get rid of the pile of "pile" out the front of my house, since its a fire risk...we've had it laying there for almost a whole year or someting. So thats gotta go..and just cleaning up the backyard because its really messy. So that means dad is coming over which im really not looking forward to, so im helping out with that, though i can get motivation to lift massive logs and branches and solider on still heh.

Well ummm, thats about it really...